I'm working up to my defeat
I want it to be discreet
I've tried being cheerful but it's no fun
I will play the loser 'til I've won
I will play the loser 'til I've won
But I don't know how I got this old
It was out of my control
Years flashing by
Like headlights on the road
I still feel the same inside
I'm still not able to decide
just who I am
I'm waking up to my defeat
to the word on the street
that the clouds have crossed my moment in the sun
Still I will play the loser like I've won
I will play the loser like I've won
Classical instrumentation mixed with emotionally direct art-pop songwriting and sensibilities—unique, lush, warm, and complex. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 30, 2019